Undeniable hurt-loneliness. 

Stuck up in this maze ,

Called life ,

Dreaming day and night

Sadly in a daze ,

Getting wearily succumbed to the unforgettable pain ,

Only proving to suppress it ,

Without any gain ,

Being good to the wrong people,

Proved to be hurting me in return ,

Yet i silently cried to myself,

Without hurting none.

Hope is tending to fade away,bit by bit

With loneliness quelling the hope.

Happiness has become a rear guest.

Pretending to be normal but broken 

from inside, is all what i have become now.

The unseen tears that i shed every

second day is not for a long lost love,

Or a bad relationship in the past

But because of the loneliness that has 

Surrounded me,while close friends

abandoned me.

Perhaps lately i have realized ,

That “Happiness doesn’t come searching for us,we should find happiness in what we do “.

Instead of grieving about my loneliness

I have decided to take baby steps towards making peace with my inner self.

A poem-Emotions speak volumes.

The world was brightly lit,

at this hour of the evening,

inhaling the fresh air and

being hit by the gentle breeze

was all what i could feel,

 

The wind blew up at my face,

directly hitting my frinches,

while making me flinch and tuck

them behind my ear.

It was calm and comforting,

after the emotional turmoil that

I had forced myself to go through.

With the serenity of the place,

it got increasingly dark as seconds passed.

In the darkness,I could see the distant you

which overpowered the calmness and serenity

of the beautiful evening.

Even in the darkness, I could

see the happiness in you,laughing

with the girl who was your next prey

to leave her perplexed,broken and helpless.

I panicked at the sight,even after knowing

who and how you are ,I cannot help her.

Yet a woman knows how how to overcome

her weakness and rise up.Wishing god

to be by her side

I walk into my house,where the hall

is brightly lit giving me hope of a

new beginning with a promise of no

more emotional turmoil.

 

 

 

PARENTAL AND PEER PRESSURE

MOST OF US AT SOME POINT OF TIME IN OUR LIFE HAVE FACED THIS,THOUGH NOT MANY OPENLY TALK ABOUT IT AND SLIP INTO AN UNKNOWN,DISSATISFYING DEPRESSION AND SOMETIMES IT ALSO BECOMES TOO LATE.LATELY THERE HAS BEEN A LOT OF COMPETITION GOING ON AMONGST TEENAGERS ACADEMIC WISE,MOST OF THE TIMES THAT ALSO LEADS TO ANXIETY RELATED DISTURBANCE AND DEPRESSION.I’M NOT TELLING PARENT’S ARE COMPLETELY WRONG,BUT ARE WRONG IN A WAY BECAUSE FORCING CHILDREN TO TAKE UP A CAREER WHAT THEY FEEL IS GOOD AND PREVENTING THE CHILD FROM FOLLOWING THEIR PASSION AND INTEREST IS NOT A RIGHT THING.HENCE TO PREVENT THIS I FEEL THAT THE CHILD IF ASPIRES TO BE SOMETHING ELSE AND WANTS TO FOLLOW THEIR PASSION THEN HE OR SHE SHOULD AMICABLY EXPLAIN THEIR PARENT’S AND TALK TO THEM.BEFORE EXPLAINING ONE SHOULD ASSESS AND TEST THEMSELVES FIRST IN THE FIELD WHICH IS OF THEIR INTEREST BECAUSE REGRETTING AFTER MAKING A LIFE ALTERING DECISION WON’T HELP.SO IF U PROVE YOURSELF PASSIONATE ENOUGH THEN GO AHEAD AND EXPLAIN THEM.THEY MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND INITIALLY BUT EVENTUALLY THEY WILL.