Stuck up in this maze ,
Called life ,
Dreaming day and night
Sadly in a daze ,
Getting wearily succumbed to the unforgettable pain ,
Only proving to suppress it ,
Without any gain ,
Being good to the wrong people,
Proved to be hurting me in return ,
Yet i silently cried to myself,
Without hurting none.
Hope is tending to fade away,bit by bit
With loneliness quelling the hope.
Happiness has become a rear guest.
Pretending to be normal but broken
from inside, is all what i have become now.
The unseen tears that i shed every
second day is not for a long lost love,
Or a bad relationship in the past
But because of the loneliness that has
Surrounded me,while close friends
Perhaps lately i have realized ,
That “Happiness doesn’t come searching for us,we should find happiness in what we do “.
Instead of grieving about my loneliness
I have decided to take baby steps towards making peace with my inner self.